January 2010
56 posts
December 2009
93 posts
i feel sick
i feel so lost most of the time.
i am determined to create something today.
so very aimless
my brain seems like it is expanding and expanding and going to raise my skull outwards and rip through my scalp and float out and out and out and get all over my face and body and floor.
or at least that is what the lack of nicotine is making me feel like.
fuck i hate nursing homes
girl: are you dressed for an ugly christmas sweater party?!
myself: no, uh, this is just how i dress.